Smile coz you're happy :)

Back to make this blog alive again...

2010-02-23T09:30:00.000-08:00

Hey people, sry for nt updating for lyk a million years nw, but i promise tt i will try to keep this on as much as i can.
This few mths of blogging, i've been rather busy with stuff. Its like a a roller coaster ride for me. But i'm just holding on to God tightly and see what happens next. :) ITs been crazy...
Anyways, i did a huge mistake on my maths test and nw im really worried abt it. Coz i don't want to repeat the module becuase of this. i felt so defeated and thinking of the worst outcomes for the past few days since it happen. Currently now im half worrying and half studying for my next paper. I happen to come across my 3/4 dead blog and i've decided to read my older posts. I got encouragement by my old posts that God has done miracles in my life before. I use to have so many "what seem impossible" moments then too but GOD nv fails... Funny how your own blog posts encourage you. I'm gonna pray and commit all to God.
yeap tts what im gonna do...
stay tune for more aaron's channel... :) lol

Driving rocks...

2009-11-24T04:45:00.000-08:00

hey guys, i've nt been posting regularly this few weeks coz i've just gt my license so i've been driving ard. LOL its been a great experience. its nerve wrecking at time but i think overall its a dream come true. i drove to cell tt day and then drove the peeps back. surprising i could recognise the roads so i didn't get lost. lol this few days i've been rushing on my assignments and looking out for cars. so been rather tight, but im trusting in God,coz he nv fails. :) takecares
(oh ya do colour my tag board right down this page)

speechless...

2009-11-13T08:21:00.000-08:00

hey guys! its a gd day today. God has truely answered my prayers like crazy this whole week especially. thank God. will post more when everything in me has settle down. Going to explode frm excitement soon... catch ya later........... :)

God is faithful...

2009-11-08T05:51:00.000-08:00

hey peeps, came back frm church today feeling tired. i went to Caleb's church dinner thinggy for free dinner. lol (cheapo) We had fun chatting and stuff along with the rest of the church members there too.

God totally rocks... i've done so many wrong things time and again but he nv fails to catch me back to him with open arms. He truely love us sooo much. When situations happen in our life, all we need to do is to turn to him. He nv fails... Thank God for his grace.

This is my fourth week attending the BCM svc, its really great... When i reach church, i was so tired but i told myself i had to break out of it as i dun want to be sloppy infront of the kids. (set a gd example) But the moment i see the faces of those small kids, my tiredness gt numbed alr. Amazing haha kids in the BCM have magic powers. lol but seriously speaking they r really cute. can't believe i just said tt, it was like 4 weeks ago when i told myself i didn't like handling with kids. God changes ppl.

After the praise and worship, i came outside to walk ard. Saw reuben and raymind singing some songs. Woah... it was nice. kk better stop it, dilys said im like worshipping reuben. crazy girl... lol i just want to catch some valauble pointers frm him. awesome singer.

kk enjoying life here with God in the picture. smiles* :)

need to catch up...

2009-11-05T08:32:00.000-08:00

i need to catch on my sch work... the lectures have been so boring. I mean this tym its worst, haizzz but the gd thing is i think i can cope on my own for this few modules. just need the discipline. sleepy yawns*
takecare ppl

Need to focus...

2009-11-02T17:58:00.000-08:00

School work is starting to load up. I need to do constant work for once, i need more discipline. lol i know im nt the only one struggling with this but im still stress up over it. Please pray for me ppl, that i can do everything my best and nt slacKKK... thanks guys
takecares...

One man can't do anything...

2009-11-01T05:24:00.000-08:00

Random pics.. enjoy :)

yishun 1 master piece...

Lebbeus

"Behind axis" jamming session

LOL very old pic (first performance ever)

Today was quite a gd day for me.

Firstly, i've just completed all the necessary driving lesson. So nw just need to wait for the test date and probably have 1 more revision lesson.

Secondly, i can't believe im saying this, but i think i like to takecare of kids at bcm. They r really something tt brigthens ur mood. That sweet innocent smile even when they do smth wrong just turns one's day ard. I always thot i was bad with kids. So i thot wrong. lol I think bcm is one ministry tt is enjoyable to be in. I'm nt in the ministry yet, just attending their svc to observe first. lol

Thirdly, the bethel soccer team finally won their first game out of 16 games? The score was 2-1, we came back from 1-0. Its was a win but we didn't play our best. But oh wells the ball is round. I've learn in this game, tt one man can't do anything and i have to trust me team mates more.

When you have choosen to be walking on God's way, you better be prepared to sacrifice somethings. Its tough sometimes but its worth it at the end. :)

Still smiling anyways...

2009-10-29T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, sch was alright this few days. Though sometimes when irritating situation appear it tends to spoil one's day. I'm learning to smile anyways and think on a brighter side. Its impossible to say wat bad things are going to happen but just smile over it anyways. :)
And i've concluded tt Belicia is a funny girl who speaks weird languages or rather uses weird phrases. LOL just thot you want to know.
May the joy of the lord be with you guys. peace :)

Random pictures...

2009-10-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

Friends say that this blog lacks pictures so... hope you like it:)

Temp. taking session...lol
One of the nicest pastors ard...

Temp. taking session 2...

Lantern festival outing...

smile for the girls...hehe

takecare ppl will upload more when im more free.

hanging by...

2009-10-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

The pass few days in sch were the usual routines. Im trying my best to really stay focus and study well for the rest of the sem. haha through God's strength i'll press on. I've realise i've some nice teachers, the module is boring but they were patient and nice. So it makes the journey a more pleasant one. lol gd 4 me :) Was singing amazing grace with andy when walking home haha its for laughs.
I always believe in this phrase "you know when you know." haha
I hate the feeling of standing afar and knowing tt there's nth you can do. you only can stop and stare. haizzz but i know God is behind me all the way so its all going to be fine. :)

Night safari halloween

2009-10-26T08:15:00.000-07:00

Our squeezy grp photo.

Zombie chopping somebody. (nth much) LOL

Ghost who likes pink.

This one was scary.

Picture when we first gt on the tram. (Look at bettina's scared face)

haha

2009-10-26T08:08:00.000-07:00

his parents made him do it...lol

This ghost look like anthea... shes the most emo ghost

I was mean to this ghost, i said "can you not!!" when he tried using the chain to scare me or smth. lol

thats bettina and audrey doing their usual pose...

Belicia

It was a very fun outing with this 3 girls, i must say. Seeing their priceless faces when they freak out was really entertaining. haha We were scared by ghosts there like 3/4 of the time. The tram ride was a unforgettable one. lol i was like the most cool one, i wasn't scared at all :)

kk i've just lied lol i was freak out too. scream scream scream. tts all i can say.

Anyways, hope you guys had a great weekend too. takecares :)

Magnify God...

2009-10-23T21:47:00.000-07:00

We always go through situation tt is beyond our control. For example, a family member is sick etc. So we cannot do anything but worry our minds off, i use to do tt so much. i mean who can blame us, ppl do nt like sitting down calmly and wait for the results, we like to "think" things. haha but i was reminded tt my God is a big God and whatever situation im facing, it is under control. so i can do the abnormal thing, sitting down calmly and knowing tt smth good has alr happen. Because God says that his plan for us is good so as long as you put your faith in him, you will do just fine. :) so far God has nv failed me. so 10/10 for you God. lol In conclusion, God can help you in your situations. :)

longest week of the month...

2009-10-23T21:36:00.000-07:00

after resting and slacking for so long, i was so uncomfortable with the poly sch life. lol so tiring compared to the hrs spent lazing ard. But the gd news is im getting the hang of it. i fell sick during the week(what a great timing ya?) and i had to tahan for the whole day, it was a terrible feeling. and i didn't want to skip sch and then ltr do make up lessons, it sucks. haha i'm alright nw as im typing this post. Will be going to the night safari for some halloween party, with audrey, raymond and friends. i think its going to be another fun outing with them. btw do you guys know the meaning of prute? as in when listening to it first hand? i didn't lol

different, just different...

2009-10-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

I've notice esp. in this few days abt hw different we r frm eachother. I used to think tt ppl think and act the same but turns out it isn't so. Some ppl don't smile alot but tt doesn't mean they r unhappy, its just them. lol just a quick thought, anyways courage is the theme for this season of my life. I've gt to give it a shot nd nt let opportunities pass me by. yeap this is my shortest post so far. takecare everybody

People have to grow up...

2009-10-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

I recently encountered with a little dispute. To me its childish coz i felt like i've out grown such issues alr. But this brings me back to the childish things i did. Be it my thoughts and actions, i felt i've grown alot. Its kinda funny and shocking when i look back at those times when i felt i was so right and actually i was nt. But nw i still do childish things, i can admit it but nt those mistakes i did in the past. So what im bringing across here is this, people have to grow up to be better. Some people spend their whole life doing the same mistakes over and over again, its at the same time sad and stupid. But i hope to grow out of the mistakes i did nw and in the past. :)

dun hate the idea that you aren't great yet...

2009-10-13T10:41:00.000-07:00

Words frm john mayer himself. he gave a talk on song writing in berklee, it was on youtube. So awesome... Many of us (esp. me lol) wants good results right out from the box which is definitely bound to put you real down. But john mayer said, if you work on smth today, you'll probably get better at it 2 weeks later, so it will accumulate and soon enough you will be good. Its about pressing on. One more thing it is to define your goals. What do you define success in whatever you are aiming for. Always have a goal to reach constantly, that way you will find yourself satisfied when you reached them. He is truely an inspiration. Which add on to what the female pastor preach abt in church last sunday, She told us that thomas edison failed 2000 times before he invented the light bulb, however when a reporter asked him, how does it feel to fail 2000 times, thomas edison said" i didn't fail once, it just happen to be a 2000 step process" Thats the way people to go abt reaching your goals. But of course with God's help everything will be alot easier. Trying to write good songs and work on my vocals. I shall press on... :)

days flying away...

2009-10-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

Its like 2 more weeks and is mugging days again. No more messing ard, waking up late and all tt, haiz but on the bright side its a new start and hopefully i can do better this time round in sch. On sunday, it was a combine svc so must wake up earlier. I think i really need to have self discipline, i really want to be at places on time. Always being the late one isn't really a gd feeling. Haha but however everyone has their weaknesses, like superman is scared of the green limestone and etc. So you guys must forgive me as im just a human. LOL kk so i'll change!! i promise?? :) anyways i have to finish up the new songs im working on by this 2 weeks. I dun want any rushed work when it comes to this. Haha I went to play pool with raymond and eat dinner on sunday aft svc, We had a long chat. Talking abt the miracles God have showed us. what a topic huh? Then on monday went to eat lunch with wahid and afiq, then hang out at wahid hse till late. Fun fun, counting down to the mugging days.
takecares...:)

"Rough It Out" Cycling Trip

2009-10-03T06:27:00.000-07:00

It was a cool morning when we arrive at the changi village jetty. which was wat i've prayed for. thank god!! We cycled as soon as we reach there. We cycled a 15mins ride to the beach there . We then hang ard there for quite some time. Then the guys started throwing stone into the sea, jon wee and the guys threw the rocks real far, mine was very wimpy. HAHA i can't throw for nuts. then it started to get real bored for me as i felt that we were at the beach for way too long and im someone who likes to be always on the go. lol get bored very easily.(tts just me) so i just took my bike and cycle up the path and back for 10 mins to enjoy the breeze. it was refreshing. Then when i came back just nice they are setting off to have lunch back at the jetty. So i just cycled ahead of them along with some "1st aug" friends. i stayed behind zhan rong as i saw him riding the bike in a non-steady way so i decided to look out for him. (so nice of me right?) jk ya so finally i offered to check out the prob of his bike. turns out his bike is super flimpsy it feels like you r sitting on a duck.lol so i decided to pass him my bike as he is nt a very good rider. Then i told him i will ride the bike to the centre to change it. So i cycled away as fast as i clould then i turn in wrongly the whole time i was riding in quite a fast speed in the wrong direction, it started to freak me out when i when into the forest tracks where there are bees and some other mud pool, tts when i knew i was heading the wrong way. so i turn back and found my way. I was last to arrive, quite embarassing actually, haha but i just act like nth happen. haha so our ltr cycling trip was even tiring. Laureen was having problem riding this time!! So i followed her to guide her then when we heading back it was raining heavily and we were riding and pushin our bikes in muddy area, it was an experience. gd and bad. hmmm anyways laureen's face expression was priceless when she was pushing the bike in the rain and nt being a gd rider. LOL

"funnest" cell meeting...

2009-10-03T06:16:00.000-07:00

cell grp was fun... we played lantern at sembawang. oh ya we were messing ard taking some jump shots. nt really guy thing, but i think its gd to blend in with the girls once in a while for bonding sake. LOL but gt to admit it takes some skills to do a nice one and plus belicia and the cell girls could jump and jump amd jump without being breathless or as sweaty as us when we do it. haha i salute you girls... i decided to talk less abt my driving lol coz i notice all my other post is abt my driving class and i dun want this blog to be a driving blog. haha so boring. anyways time pass so fast, holidays are ending soon. haiz i've gt mixed feelings, but everytime the new sems come i've gt a fresh drive to do well for the sem but somehow it always die down. oh well, we'll see this time round. Lebbeus say i will still be late even if i had a car. what do you think? LOL

feets burn out...

2009-10-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

Hey, today is a tiring day for me. I didn't had a good sleep the night before and thus waking up a little grumpy. Then i went for jamming with jon yuan and lemuel, it was quite productive and fun. :) it was from 2 to 4pm nd i had to travel frm my hse to ajunied mrt. Sitting down nv felt so good in the train, i had to go for driving lesson at bukit gombak. I was idiling doing nth in the train as my psp died on me. We learn more advance stuff abt the car so abit more stressful. Then i had to wait for 2 hours for my next driving class coz i wan2 chiong, i scared no time liao coz my TP at nov 13th. So after my first driving lesson, i went to cdans country club and sit ard enjoy the air con. Another idiling session for 2 hours. LOL idiling day... haiz so my second class ends at 11pm. So reach home abt 11.45pm. Tired tired... kk stop complaining!! Looking forward to the cycling trip. I always love riding smth and explore places. tts y i can't wait for my license!!! yeap pray for me tt i'll pass the first time, yea? :)

tired but joyful day...

2009-09-29T19:40:00.000-07:00

Its only 10.40am plus and im blogging for the day and have alr concluded its a happy day. LOL To those who are thinking what is Aaron doing up so early in the morning when he normally slps practically 1/2 the day during holidays... i've been attending practical lesson in the morning at 8am so i have to wake up at 6.25pm but i normally nooze until 6.50pm where i will rush to get ready. kk heres the happy part, i've been dragging myself to the car lessons faithfully right? as shown in my older posts, ya finally its my 12th lesson!! and i manage to pass till stage 2.11 which means i can book my TP which will most probably be on november(earlier than i expected). However i've still gt quite abit more lessons to cover. I'm praying hard i'll pass the first time as firstly im dying to get out of the driving sch, 2ndly i dun want to pay another 100 plus to retake the test. haha I think i really need a car coz i'm always LATE... I dun like to be late believe it or nt (trust me friends although i'm late almost all the time) haha but i always like to slack ard at home then overlook the time and the next thing you know i will be running here and there looking for stuff before i hurriedly run out of the door. haizzz BUT if i have a car i think things will be alot easier. Anyways will be going to play pool nd maybe watch a movie with Raymond LOL bored. (we actually watch hannah montana movie in a cinema where there are only small girls in it, blush...) HAHA just thought you wan2 know... :)

Stay Cool And Be Cool

2009-09-29T02:26:00.000-07:00

hey guys, no determination to write this few weeks. Haha i'm not a girl for goodness sake! kk i've gt feedback that my posts are too long... i actually agree with that coz the length of words just turn you off. kk i shall write less! The past few weeks of my holidays were not bad, did alot of thing that i've wanted to do. First off i've been going for music lessons. Really find alot of improvement in my vocals. lol The worship program that i've been going helped me alot thanks to lebbeus and ps Aaron. They taught me to project my voice which all these while i wasn't doing it properly... Secondly, i'm going for driving lessons faithfully and so far its alright but i need alot more practise if i want to pass TP. haha but i shall pray nd all will go fine. Thirdly, i wrote 2 songs and more to come. one of which im really proud of, its a smth like a linkin park christian song. Rapping and high energy song. i've played to my family members and some friends, some think its great, some think it needs some more work but all in all i think this song is my best work so far... haha i've jam the song with jon yuan and the guys it turns out to be quite good as a whole but we still need to be tighter. hmmm... i have thoughts to perform this song on watchnight but i have some doubts too. but oh well hope you guys will like it if we manage to. kk catch you guys ard... :)

2009-09-01T09:26:00.000-07:00

Hey, here for my second official post... Today was quite a long day. i woke up at abt 10.30am and watch rush hour 3 dvd while eating breakfast. then slack till 3pm when i realise i was going to be late for my driving theory lesson. so i ran to the bathroom and get ready. thank God i reach there in time coz latecomers will not be allowed in. The lesson was boring coz i've read them on the book alr but it was fascinating when they show us the videos of some accidents lol got one guy gt hit by 2 flying cars tt collided with eachother unknowingly when he was crossing the road.(he was J walking btw) So for all the J walkers out there including me be very aware!! lol I was sitting beside yu xue my classmate in the classroom, we book the same timeslot so tts y.. not because we r fated. haha then after the theory lesson, not long after it was time for my first practical driving lesson. I was nervous to be behind the wheels for the first time. I walk up to the car and waited, i was early, soon enough the instructor came. He look really unfriendly, it help in making even more nervous. i sat in the car it was awkward silence. no one initiated to talk. i've just waited for him to get the car over to some open space so he can teach me smth. Finally he park at a spot and started teaching me some functions in the interior of the car. I've played with the lights, wiper and stuff. Soon it was the cool part, to drive. Not so cool when i was trying my best to get use to the the half clutch technique in gear 1. was jerking the car alot and i hit the brake too hard. lol there was alot of newbie drivers ard my car and that make me very nervous as i felt like i was going to hit one of them as im not really good with what i was doing too. haha i had drive as careful as i can. i guess i need to work on the driving thing more in the next few lesson hopefully i will get the hang of it. After the lesson, went home to eat dinner then went out to cwp to watch movie with afiq and wahid. The Proposal. Its a not too bad show, love story. laugh quite a bit. hmmm yea interesting day, very sleepy. thats all for this post. nite
stay cool and be cool :)

2009-08-31T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hey this is my first proper official post. yea!! claps for me. Its a really simple blogskin as you can see, can't seem to find one that suits "me" style. lol im quite fussy when it comes to this kind of things. Anyways you guys came here for the words more right? (just say yes) lol Its also my first day of my holiday. Alot of people like to have a holiday plans, so here's mine: Driving lessons, going for my weekly vocal lessons and playing soccer. yeap i want to drive before chinese new year. Then visiting will be more fun. Tmr will be my first practical lesson i've did abit of reading to get a head start so i can impress the tester. lol Its just my style impressing ppl HAHA just joking. I had to miss the worship365 program because i was sick... haiz was always been looking forward to learn more on how to worship and sing for god better. notice "For god"? i've realise this singing for god on stage and singing those secular love songs the experience is so different. And my conclusion is singing for god rocks harder i totally feel more to the song. I use to be loving to sing those catchy love songs and dian the audience infront of me but tts all me. haha yes i have charm LOL but i want the glory to god. haizzz god's lesson for me is so impactful. thank god. btw i still do sing those secular songs on stage but i do it to glorify god. different attitude see?
KK last thing to share, my testimony always very long in cell grp, right jon wee??? lol kk its abt my mini concert at my music school. i had to pull off a performance with a sore throat and a bad cough, aghhh and plus the band playing for me are pro musicians, (i dun want to sia suay them) yes i sang off pitch on several high notes during the rehearsal before the show. everyone was panic, oh its panic at the disco... shucks and my head was spinning i forget some of my lyrics. just when everything was just bad, my music teacher talk to me in a calm manner although i felt she wanted to slap me out of it but she didn't. she told me to sing softer and stuff... Then cut the long story short, during this whole uptight situation i was quite calm for some reason, i knew there was only one person who can save me now, GOD!!! i prayed like crazy for a miracle. So when its my turn to perform( i had to make a short speach), i walk up to the mike(not so afraid of it anymore) and "HI my name is Aaron and i want to thank the band for having me here" the crowd clap. and i said im having a sore throat so pardon me if i miss anything. I sang the song eventually and it turn out not too baD was relieved that the crowd like it. btw its moondance by michael buble. lol yupps stay tune for more post.
Stay cool and be cool :)

2009-08-31T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! Yes this is aaron leong. im bored so i was thinking of writing down my thoughts here. stay tune...